Billie Eilish was happy to finally see all her hard work pay off after the massive success of her 2019 Grammy-winning debut WHEN WE ALL FALL ASLEEP, WHERE DO WE GO? “I've been going and going as hard as hell for four and a half years now,” Eilish tells Apple Music. “It finally got to a point where it was like, 'Oh my god, things are big.'” The pop singer-songwriter saw the kickoff of her 2020 arena tour, Where Do We Go?, as a celebration for herself and her fans—but it got abruptly postponed once lockdowns began. “I remember being at the airport about to leave for Miami for the first show and the rehearsals, and my mom and Finneas were talking about, 'I bet we'll make one week and then we'll have to come home,'” she says. “It's so unique and it's hard for everybody no matter the circumstance. I wanted to make sure that people that doubted this virus understand it.” As she prepares to launch her new Apple Music show me & dad radio, Billie’s been maintaining a healthy balance of rest and activity while she’s hunkered down with her family in Los Angeles. Listening to music by the likes of The Strokes, PARTYNEXTDOOR, and Omar Apollo helps keep her spirits up. “I was saying ‘tiny bubbles’ all around the house, just like randomly, and not knowing what it was from, not knowing anything about it,” she says, referring to Hawaiian icon Don Ho’s 1966 classic “Tiny Bubbles,” included on this exclusive Apple Music playlist Eilish herself curated. “Everything about it makes my heart warm.”