There's a Heartache Following Me

Sometimes they ask me If I'm really happy now I say, "Sure I never loved her anyhow" But inside I long for you And the way it used to be I look around and there's a heartache followin' me I always say that I'm really glad you're gone I even act like I never cared at all But your memory lingers on And I'm never really free I look around and there's a heartache followin' me I pawned my ring and everything That tied me to the past I say, "I never loved her Never meant for it to last" But I know it's just a game And the loser's always me I look around and there's a heartache followin' me