Glukupikron

Sickened as I am by my own behavior

I cannot seem to make it change

You’ve given me all the chances I deserve

To prove you right and clear my wretched name

Why do I fight

All that I know to be good and true and holy and right?

And what is this drive

To drive you away, when your love is what keeps me alive?

Bittersweet pill,

Promise me you will

Be here still

I believe my sadness has served a purpose,

But I see how bad it fucks with you

I have had my fill of feeling worthless

And now I’ve got better things to do

So no more doubt

Slit my belly open, pull that stubborn stuffing out

And fill me with light

I think I’m finally ready to be alright

Bittersweet pill,

Promise me you will

Love me still