Ig Dms

Called a **** and a coon for dating outside my race

My so called friends spoke in the language of hate

They fake, they acting like I'm dating whitey

I'm shutting down ignorance, she's Bengali

They hatin' probably, I figure it's the liquor

DM's from her friends that she shouldn't date a ****

Damn, and her family won't accept you

You playin' yourself watch what we tell you

Kept it to myself, the negative shit became true

I had no sign or clue that I would sing this blues

Couldn't erase it from my mind, the confusing grew

Pain I'm going through, paranoid like who else knew

Run down on everybody give them my shoe to chew

Just throw my life away, nah what's the use?

Need separation and time, cause shit got real

Respected her decision but I can't get time to heal

Frustrated need release for my friend that's deceased

Disgusted to say the least, can't even grieve in peace

Looking back at my mistakes, do I deserve this?

Bet my father looking down, so disappointed

So many thoughts being comfort with torment

Want to get out of that game so let me forfeit

I want to act like we good, we friends

Being phony, deep down I can't pretend

Her Happiness was the focus, yo I know it's over

I'm dead meat, they flying over me like vultures

Thinking back I was bogus, my thoughts wasn't sober

I was another **** not good for her culture