Love and Low Self Esteem

Love and Low Self Esteem

You and I don’t talk about what happened anymore

I’ve made different friends; I go out less than I did before

But every now and then I see you at a bar in town

And I wonder - would I be happier, baby, if I hadn’t found you out?

Cause I remember asking for the truth

And if you’d given me that I could have put up with a lot from you

But now the light is shining

And it shines so differently on the past

And it illuminates all of those questions

I never thought to ask

And sometimes I can’t tell the difference

Between love and low self esteem

‘Cause it’s when I’m feeling tiny as an eyelash

That’s when I want to be all you need

I just don’t care at all

That’s what I’d like to say to you, if it were true

But I can’t get over how little I knew

‘Cause if you lied about her

Then yes you lied about me

And we both know you can’t really love a person that you just refuse to see

And when you told me you don’t want to live together

I know exactly what you mean

Beause why would you want to pay for dinner

When you eat every night for free?

I just don’t care at all

That’s what I’m gonna say to you, when it is true

When I no longer need a single thing from you.