Fooling Myself

I used to lie Say i'm fine Now I'm running out of options I tried to hide Only fooling myself Only in my 20's but I feel I'm missing out On the last few years That I spent always feeling down All alone, kept it shut, all I wanted was to shout I used to lie Say i'm fine Now I'm running out of options I tried to hide Only fooling myself But you saw through the smile I'm faking Every single day And with every mistake I'm making You still chose to stay When I tried to hide Only fooling myself You picked me up everytime that I felt way too weak Became a ritual, but you still saw my qualities I didn't realize it then, but you are all I need Even Though I used to lie Say i'm fine Now I'm running out of options I tried to hide Only fooling myself But you saw through the smile I'm faking Every single day And with every mistake I'm making You still chose to stay When I tried to hide Only fooling myself I said I'm fine Oh I was only fooling myself Oh I tried to hide Only fooling myself