Same Thing

It's still the same thing you want from me

It's still the same thing I fear to see

It's still the same thing you want from me

It's still the same thing I fear to see

See I thought that I crawled out the void

Back out the black to the laughs and the joy

Smacks out the cracks of the lips of the coy

Black dogs in the shade look to seek and destroy

I came back to life

Steel clad heart, not about to die

Not one fear I could classify

But you demons like to fraternise

Felt a win, I chapped a grin, was warm within

My die second turn of the spin

Your pride is thin, you tried to cling

I fear no thing, excluding the state I was in

The state where my chest was the stark and the hollow

A smile was a fraud, not a tear could've followed

The state where I feel no thing

Except for your canine sin

Except for your ice cold sting

Except for the vices within

Except for your molars that pierce every inch of my skin

When that ends and the numbness begins

And I pray and I pray I could feel anything but alone

It's still the same thing, same thing, same thing

I fear you

I fear you, yeah

It's still the same thing, same thing, same thing

I fear you

I fear you, yeah

It's still the same thing you want from me

It's still the same thing I fear to see

It's still the same thing you want from me

It's still the same thing I fear to see

I remember the scent of happiness

I still smell it most of the time

Just a baby, now I'm nappy-less

Keep the crying left inside

An apple a day just might be working

I've seen the sunshine more than rain

I still fear a creature lurking

And that I'll never feel again

Yeah

Smile in the teeth but my trusting is skewed

PTSD from my soul black and blue

Dance on the line linking love to a bruise

And my heart terrified when I'm thinking of you

I fell in the west but my hope's in the east

Fright in the night from the hounds that I've seen

And all blessings fall like a priest in the sheets

I'm the chief of deceased when I snarl in the face of the beast

It's still the same thing, same thing, same thing

I fear you

I fear you, yeah

It's still the same thing, same thing, same thing

I fear you

I fear you, yeah

I fear you

I fear you, yeah

You just want the rush

I just feel the ugh

You just want the rush

I just feel the uh uh

You just want the rush

I just feel the ugh

You just want the rush

I just feel the uh uh

Yeah, I can't keep looking back when you come my way

When you come my way

I can't keep looking back when you come my way

When you come my way

Yeah