please don't go

Please don't go

I don't know how to sleep and let you leave

Please don't go

If I'm not yours, who am I supposed to be?

We tend to get into it vocally, extra dose of dopamine

You told me I'm a wreck when you're the ex who went and totaled me

A simple man with roses in his hand is who I'm supposed to be

And now I overthink 'bout everything before I go to sleep

Souless deeds, you went and sowed the seeds to try and bury me

This pit inside my stomach might just grow into a cherry tree

The fruits of your deception fuel the never-ending scarcity

Of true apologies, and now my clarity is perishing

Please don't go

I don't know how to sleep and let you leave

I try to deal with your insanity that's hidden in the canopy

But once your wires snap, I bet you'll kill me and abandon me

You never wanna talk about your updates or the damages

I know you'd rather shut me down than ever try to handle this

It's all my fault

You're the flawless system that I'm managing

But what's the point of that when you're perfection and I'm panicking?

You made me speak in code 'til I was stuttering and stammering

Girl, I'll give you the world but I can't give you my humanity

It's all my fault

Please don't go

If I'm not yours, who am I supposed to be?