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Death Wish (死亡愿望) - Dams Of The West

Written by：Chris Tomson

Must have some kind of death wish

Didn't really start to floss until I was 31

I guess I'm going to miss this

This was my youth full of intermittent fun

Every time I think it's over

Find the money for one more year of war

There's another issue with swimsuits

And a juice bar next to the liquor store

And it feels like the ranch in Montana

I once worked on

Where I learned when you butcher a cow it's gross so

Should try to keep your gloves on the hand

I don't want to be perfect no

I just want to fix the fixable things oh

I've run all the numbers

Still don't know just what my time is worth

Think I'm ready to be a father now

But I want to get some pizza first

And it feels like the unitarian church

I was raised in

Where they taught me that

Jesus was probably short and

Not super thin oh

He didn't need to be perfect no

He just tried to fix the fixable things and

I don't need to be perfect no

I just want to fix the fixable things oh

I'm working on my empathy

I'm working on my self control

I'm working on accepting the world

And trying to keep my clothes off the floor

I'm thinking about my future

About my health through the decades

I need to reassure myself that

I'm more than just my Saturdays

I can only kill myself slowly in so many ways

And it feels like the random bed

I once woke up in

With no idea where I was or how my

Head had started bleeding and

Definitely was not perfect no

Hadn't yet tried to fix the fixable things and

I am still not perfect no

I just want to fix the fixable things oh