So I went back to

Where it started

Tried to find the pieces of my old heart and

I discovered

That they washed away now

I’m some new person

I guess I’m ok with

Starting over

And getting older

It’s been 8 years of not one day being sober

So I went back to

Where it started

Diagnostics and my feelings in compartments

If you were under the impression

That everything was fine

You missed me at my lowest

You missed me with no spine

You didn’t see my house was burning

Cus I kept the flames inside

Now I’m drowning in the deep end

From a 50 meter dive

So I went back to

Where it started

Tried to find the pieces of my old heart and

I discovered

That they washed away now

I’m some new person

I guess I’m ok with

Starting over

And getting older

It’s been 8 years of not one day being sober

So I went back to

Where it started

Diagnostics and my feelings in compartments

it’s a little fucked up the past 4 weeks I kinda believed what you think of me

Fuck that I’m free to love me as me I’m far from perfect my eyes can see

And I don’t take kindly to words that deceive or people caught in their own beliefs

Cus I’m here to learn and love and listen

Here to shine that’s my only mission

So I went back to

Where it started

Tried to find the pieces of my old heart and

I discovered

That they washed away now

I’m some new person

I guess I’m ok with

Starting over

And getting older

It’s been 8 years of not one day being sober

So I went back to

Where it started

Diagnostics and my feelings in compartments