Self Destruct

Do your best

And do what's right

Just try to

Make it home by the end of the night

It's true

I know all the things I should do

I'm feeling aporetic but it's nothing new

Time and time again

I find myself in this predicament

Maybe I could self destruct

Maybe take some time off while everything sucks

I just wanna self destruct one more time

Take a walk

Or just go outside

Take your pills

The way they're prescribed

It's me

I know it's a problem with me

A hedonistic, metaphorical reality

Time and time again

I find myself in this predicament

Maybe I could self destruct

Maybe take some time off while everything sucks

I just wanna self destruct one more time

Let's go!

Maybe I could self destruct

Maybe take some time off while everything sucks

I just wanna self destruct one more time

Maybe take some time off while everything is fucked

I just wanna self destruct one more time