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Chapter 1
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Chapter 1 wurde am 17. Oktober 2019 von 1480891 Records DK als Teil des Albums Prototype veröffentlicht
17. Oktober 2019
Label1480891 Records DK
SpracheEnglish
BPM70
Melodizität
Akustizität
Valence
Tanzbarkeit
Energie

Songtexte

I barely got any sleep
I been up makin the project
Now I sit back and I think
Why am I making this nonsense
Nobody knows of the conscience
That always bangs in my mindset
There's so many prices to pay on the road that I take and I don't even profit
I don't wanna listen to you
You always scream in my ear
It only gets better you gotta remember that people's love for you
You matter way more than you know
I heard those phrases before
But tell me what does it matter if people just shattering all of you're hopes
Prototypes almost complete
Soon it will be released
And one day you'll see the same perception as I do in this world we breathe
And if you want my opinion
You probably won't even like it
A pacifist tryna avoid the gloves in his closet he uses to fight with
I don't wanna hurt anybody yet I'm the one feelin the pain why
Cuz I didn't hurt anybody they takin advantage of what it is inside
I feel my heart don't belong to me yet everyone's gotten a share
I feel like its been all over the block but nobody cares of the scars
They give it but tell me its fair
What's the point of existence
I'm receivin these cuts that don't heal gets worse every second I'm living
I'm twitchin like I have addictions
You put me in zero condition to give any tolerance
I'm bein honest I'm tired of swallowing pride like tradition
Tell me what is my gain
Everybody wanna play me like a damn game
There's no refunds to what I've given you
But I wish that was so I can say, I forgot everything you've given me
But I cant cuz its all in the memory
Playing back like cassette tapes on repeat
And it's not that I wanna hear the misery
Storms comin but I highly recommend
You stay inside if you wanna live
You don't wanna be in shock from what I feel
Unless you wanna see what I'm gonna give
Is there anybody else that can feel this
No one knows of the problems that I deal with
There is so many that I try to solve
Then I'm the one hurt in the ending
And it ain't even mine to begin with
You don't even know of the walks I'm takin at night
I don't even show it cuz people play me as joke then I cover it saying I'm fine
Maybe that's why when I look in reflections and see I'm a clown
Nobody knows how I feel when I sit down and speak my confessions
I'm drippin tears and I'm wishing hat I had gun just to easily end it
I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live in a world that is filled
With the people whose spitting all over the innocent
Give me a reason me to give my respect
Give me a reason out my trust
Give me a reason to show you all anything this the effect that you left
Look what caused I threw my emotions outta the window
If anything I may have a little
I know that tossing them never that simple but here's where I'm at
I never did harm to you people in fact
I showed you all to the way of a path
That guaranteed to show you who viroperception is but I'm glad
To open a new door
To show something that you never ever seen before
Be grateful that saw the other one at all
Now ya gonna see the other side of that war
Gotta get a little bloody and a bit ugly don't run from me what you thought
I was just a dummy
Man you really sound funny thinkin it was luck leaving me
To die by myself should've saw it comin
Ain't nobody take a look at the damage that they caused
Even if I make it I don't want your applause
All I really want you to do is turn around
Look into my eyes and tell me what you saw
Did you see person tryna crawl barely holding up at all
Moving like they had a couple drinks of alcohol
Begging for some help but nobody paid attention in the moment
He thinkin he would give death a call
Anyways its almost complete
I gotta record a couple of tracks on the thing then it will release
I needed to show what I feelin I don't think I mentioned you see
I feel like I don't matter the people keeps messin my home up then leave to clean
But what I mean is I've done all I can to make people happy
But I'm never happy and really exactly the opposite happens sadly
And I didn't say anything but then that's probably people taking advantage
And doing some damage without even knowing
I'm really hopin they now understand it
Written by: Jayland Peeples

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