I had a dream I went back to the city you lived

I came across your ex-best friend and told her some shit

The people who all claimed to love you most gathered round

And asked their questions

They wanna know what happened and if we even speak

I tell them you can choke and it’s a long story

Then spell out all your crimes til it embarrasses me

But I get breathless when you’re defenseless

I really try so hard to be the bigger person

Just let me be this version in my dreams tonight

I wanna throw my knives and hit you where it hurts

I wanna chance to ruin your life like you ruined mine

So Jesse got some popcorn from the grocery store

Played a movie in the background that we all ignored

That girls not half as mean as what you told me before

You just don’t listen

I know I left in peace I wished you well in person

Just let me be this version in my dreams tonight

I wanna strip you of your dignity and virtue

Want a chance to ruin your pride like you ruined mine

It’s been about a year since our goodbye, formally

I have a different look, a different guy under me

And baby I can’t wait til all my songs go mainstream

You’ll have to listen

I’m healing in your absence at a rapid pace

I should’ve left you sooner but I guess it’s ok

I know I’m just a kid it’s my first time in the ring

I should forgive it

I really try so hard to be the bigger person just let me be this version in my dreams tonight

I wanna throw my knives and hit you where it hurts I wanna chance to ruin your life

Like you ruined mine

Strip you of your dignity and virtue

Tell all your friends the story that you told was a lie

I see you moving on but boy you don’t deserve to

Think it’s time I ruined your life

Like you ruined mine

There probably not much getting the last word will do

You’re probably busy finding other women to screw

I want one anyway to get some closure with you

Something’s still missing