Still Waiting For the Punchline

I want to find the water That will wash this whole damn slate clean Break down, break up We sleep in what we create Right now, I'm iving so much hate Right here, my sins have all been paid To you, your friends and for your sake Dirty and so depraved My knees have bled To hold you here But now I've lost the taste For lies force fed as time well spent Right now, I'm living so much hate Right here, my sins have all been paid To you, your friends and for your sake Dirty and so depraved And if another angel says 'Just grin and bear it' I might be forced to smash his head Against the wall and never sin again And if another angel says 'Just grin and bear it' I might be forced to smash his fucking head Against the wall and never sin again Against myself or trust in anyone Write me off for suffering It's a joke I give up