Dreamin'

I had a dream last night That you never have to leave my sight Now I've gotta sacrifice the only thing that made me feel alright I had a dream last night That it was you and I until the end of time Now I've gotta hold the knife and stab to kill the pain inside 'Cause I'm dreamin' of you And there's nothing that I can do But sit back and relax In this bed made of nails while I try and I fail then forget 'Cause I'm screamin' for you But my words never make it through So I sit by myself, all alone And I drink and I smoke till I feel right at home Cause' I'm dreamin' Screamin' Dreamin' Screamin' I might be obsessed, feel alone, still depressed My best friend is emptiness, always there, such a mess And I might never learn how to heal (Heal, Heal Heal) Push the throttle to the floor because I can't control the wheel (Wheel, Wheel, Wheel) And I might never learn how to feel (Feel, Feel, Feel) Without the imminent disaster always snapping at my heels I opened up my heart for you to feel How's it feel? Was it real? I know that this was all part of the deal Fuck the deal Now it's real 'Cause I'm dreamin' of you And there's nothing that I can do But sit back and relax In this bed made of nails while I try and I fail then forget 'Cause I'm screamin' for you But my words never make it through So I sit by myself, all alone And I drink and I smoke till I feel right at home Cause' I'm dreamin' Screamin' Dreamin' Screamin' Real talk, feelin' really off Pain in my chest and it just won't stop Oh god, tryna' hold on But I just did a hill and my break line shot Now I'm plungin' into assumptions Wish that we never crossed paths at the junction Walking round' head down at the function Tryna' break through but I can't find gumption At the river where we once sat Now it's just quick sand I'm really gonna miss that Murdered by my own [?] We would just sit there I can still see you Staring at my [?] Now look we've been through Now look what we been, under my skin Under the bridge is where I'm 'Cause I'm dreamin' of you And there's nothing that I can do But sit back and relax In this bed made of nails while I try and I fail then forget 'Cause I'm screamin' for you But my words never make it through So I sit by myself, all alone And I drink and I smoke till I feel right at home Cause' I'm dreamin' Screamin' Dreamin' Screamin'