Gnashn'

Well I’m weak at the knees

I’m done gnashing my teeth

I’m done hiding beneath

This cosy blanket of grief

I couldn’t see

The real ones standing by me

Without them what would I be

I don’t wanna waste your precious

Time so I won’t

You can leave me on my own I’m not

Scared to be alone

You can take my number out your phone

Somebody please

Pick up my slack when I’m gone

Watch my brother’s back when I’m gone

He can be a handful but he’s worth

Everything

And he’s stronger than I’ll ever be

Everything

(Everything)

Did you anchor me down?

M y feet always trying to leave the ground

I don’t belong here

Are you the one that’s keeping me around?

My world is always on fire

And the man with no mask is a liar

Well I’ve never been one to make plans

Look at my stance

Sit with my head in my hands

I’m a shell of a beaten bruised man

It’s a hell of a beating to stand

Sadness the back of my hand

I’m a grain in a beach full of sand

Sporadic panic attack addict back at it again

But when I feel safe I get nothing done done done

The manic traumatic volcanic fanatic transcends

Melancholic alcoholic thriving on make pretend

And it’s all in my head and I know it

I’m to self aware to be this far gone

Self aware to be this far gone

I don’t wanna waste your precious

Time so I won’t

You can leave me on my own I’m not

Scared to be alone

You can take my number out your phone