Oh No

Oh no, something terrible is brewing in me

I know there's a light

But sometimes I can't see

Darkness, raw and vulnerable

Somehow fit me comfortably

Oh no, think I'll cut myself

Just to see if I still bleed

Uh oh, she's in bed again

Trapped here in my head again

Help knocks I won't let it in

Apathy is a deadly sin

Oh its a deadly sin

When I was young they gave me pills to take the sad away

But that shit's not black and white it just made my blue days grey

They locked me up, took away

My shoes and held me for three days

Scared my family to death

Made me feel like a mess

And sent me on my way

Uh oh she's in bed again

Trapped here in my head again

Help knocks i won't let it in

Apathy is a deadly sin

Oh its a deadly sin

I'm not hopeless just frustrated

Happiness seems so overrated

I wonder do I wanna heal?

Or is this how I like to feel?

This life is a journey

I guess I'm still learning

As long as I care at least the fire's still burning

Uh oh she's in bed again

Trapped here in my head again

Help knocks i won't let it in

Apathy is a deadly sin

Oh its a deadly sin

I'm not hopeless just frustrated

Happiness seems so overrated