Sober

I got no excuses for all of these goodbyes

Call me when it's over 'cause I'm dyin' inside

Call me when the shakes are gone and the cold sweats disappear

Call me when it's over and myself has reappeared

I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why

I do it every, every, every time, it's only when I'm lonely

And sometimes I just wanna cave and I don't wanna fight

I try, and I try, and I try, and I try, and I try, just hold me, I'm lonely

Mama, I'm so sorry I'm not sober anymore

And Daddy, please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor

To the ones who never left me, we've been down this road before

I'm so sorry I'm not sober anymore

I'm sorry to my future love, for the man who left my bed

For makin' love the way I saved for you inside my head

And I'm sorry for the fans I lost, who watched me fall again

I wanna be a role model, but I'm only human

And I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why

I do it every, every, every time, it's only when I'm lonely

And sometimes I just wanna cave and I don't wanna fight

I try, and I try, and I try, and I try, and I try, just hold me, I'm lonely

Mama, I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore

And Daddy, please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor

To the ones who never left me, we've been down this road before

I'm so sorry I'm not sober anymore

I'm sorry that I'm here again, I promise I'll get help

It wasn't my intention, I'm sorry to myself