Everything I Wanted

I had a dream I got everything I wanted Not what you'd think And if I'm being honest It might've been a nightmare To anyone who might care Thought I could fly So I stepped off the Golden Nobody cried Nobody even noticed I saw them standing right there Kinda thought they might care If I could change The way that you see yourself You wouldn't wonder why you hear They don't deserve you I tried to scream But my head was underwater They called me weak Like I'm not just somebody's daughter Coulda been a nightmare But it felt like they were right there And it feels like yesterday was a year ago But I don't wanna let anybody know 'Cause everybody wants something from me now And I don't wanna let 'em down 'Cause everybody wants something from me now And I don't wanna let 'em down If I could change The way that you see yourself You wouldn't wonder why you hear They don't deserve you