Intro

When I got time to sit down and think, I noticed like, nah I wasn’t focused

I thought I was focused though, I was doing too much, (JTK)

You know It ended up slowing me down, so when I did time, now I’m thinking about it

I’m like damn, I thought I had it all figured out, but I ain’t have it figured out

This time it’s like I had too much time to sit down, I know what I want, I know I want it, and I know what I gotta do to get it…

The life I like, you live nothing like it

I still pray to God every day I don’t get indicted

I keep a lawyer retained just in case I gotta fight it

On parole but I move it like it came with a license

I got **** around that don’t want me to win

I’m watching for the opposition, while I’m watching my friends

I say I love you then it’s genuine, I couldn’t pretend

I still don’t understand how **** be snaking their friends

Watch a bitch say she love me, then go fuck with my opp

The last thing that I’mma do is put my trust in a thot

Spin around that bitch twice, before I park on the block

My only Ruger got jammed, I fell in love with the Glock

I lost so many hitters to the street shit

And so many **** went and told on some weak shit

Ain’t never paranoid, bitch it's on and we tweakin

Right now we getting money, so we really playing defense for real

Told me he a killer then he froze on a drill

Learned on my own, ain’t no older **** show us for real

I’m with my youngins cuz they ridin’ and I know they trill

And they keep heavy artillery, they know that it’s real

I never slept on my enemies, I know it could happen

So every time we get that work **** we come in, no capping

You say you with it, then let’s get it, let’s pop up on that action

Glock 23 is holding 30s so you know it’s real rappin’

It was mornings we was hungry, we had nothing to do

Only achievement, tryna make it, give us something to lose

It’s fuck the other side, and you know I ain’t been the same

Since my brother died, so you know I don’t fear a thing

And the feds grabbed my dog, brodie hold up your head

Keep it 150, you know we got you with bread

And everything understood, so nothing gotta be said

Knock out that sentence, you’ll be back in a sec

And I ask myself, what we going through, was it worth it?

Asking God just to save us, cuz I know we ain’t perfect

We went from chilling on stoops, 200k on a coupe

The Bentley came with no roof, these **** know what we do

Mind over matter, but I’m going for nothing, I’m on my bullshit

And if you try to violate the order, yeah, that’s a full clip

I be super strappy in the digital dash

Still hoping that nothing come harm me that I did in the past

My mama want me to win, I know they want me to crash

They rather no contact visits, while I talk to a glass

I came home to that bag, you know I tripled it fast

Half the shit that I move around, they still ain’t dig in my stash, yeah

The life I like, you live nothing like it

I still pray **** we don’t get indicted…

(Ayy, they say they don’t know what’s harder, when you gettin released or when you getting sentenced?

You know, somebody could pace back and forth in a cell all day and say they gon do this and do that

You gotta really stick to your plan and really get it done…)