I Don't Know Myself

I don't know

What to think

I don't know how to feel

No joy

Nothing sad

Just vast emptiness

Here I lie on my bed

Smoking cigs

Having drinks

I don't care

What's outside, what's inside

I don't know myself

I don't know myself

I don't know myself

I don't know myself

I don't know myself

I don't know my...

I don't know myself

I don't know myself

I don't know myself

I don't know myself

I don't know myself

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I don't know

What to yearn

I don't know how to hope

Dead mind

Palsied soul

Slowly crumbling away

Partly left, partly gone

I am weak, I'm tired

No more dreams only sleep

I am mute, I'm deaf

I don't know myself

I don't know myself

I don't know myself

I don't know myself

I don't know myself

I don't know my...