can't hate myself into a different shape

You've never asked about my hands Why I always clench all things that are broken Like a heart in pieces or a shard of glass, I hold it tight Until it cuts And I feel right If I could just shave off another piece of myself Would you Watch me fall apart Right in front of your eyes 'Cause I can't hate myself Into a different shape And fall apart Right in front of your eyes 'Cause I can't hate myself Into a different shape Remember the birthday dinner for your prettiest friend I've never tried harder to not be myself So yet again my fist it squeezed Shattered glass, but you don't see The cut is shaped like her, it bleeds Stronger, better, more complete But I'll never be like her If I could just shave off another piece of myself Would you Watch me fall apart Right in front of your eyes 'Cause I can't hate myself Into a different shape And fall apart Right in front of your eyes 'Cause I can't hate myself Into a different Watch me fall apart Right in front of your eyes 'Cause I can't hate myself Into a different shape And fall apart Right in front of your eyes 'Cause I can't hate myself Into a different shape Watch me fall apart 'Cause I won't hate myself