Every morning I wake up and resurrect

Take some pills as big as my meds then go straight back to bed.

Seems there ain't no exit door to my head

And all the lights are out.

Used to know the path

But I'm going too fast to get my bearings now.

Move too quick to let things attach

I don't take favors lightly.

I ain't really steering the wheel

I'm just holding tightly.

If it's right then it's real

But I don't think I might be gone.

Back against the wall I stumble every fall

Still got my spot in the city

But it's iffy I keep it

And really it's shitty I'd think of leaving

But shit I guess if not now then whenever.

If the timing right a stone can be less heavy then feathers

I guess that's what I missed.

I still can't put this shit together.

I know we keep on texting but I ain't feeling like we tethered.

The changing of the seasons got me feeling under weather.

I feel like the bombs are coming you could hide out in my shelter for just a night or two.

If you close your eyes is it just me and you

Cuz when I close my eyes I wonder if this shit is true.