Keep Yo Head Up

This life shit hard, but I keep my head up fasho

They say they there, but lately, I been all alone

Can't trust nobody, shit, I barely trust a soul

How I'm supposed to love when I ain't never loved before?

Hey damn, that's really what it was

You snaked me, but it's still all love

Like damn, I thought it was us

Behind these smiles, I'm holding pain

How the fuck I'm supposed to believe in God when He ain't never came?

My brother gone, no coming back, that shit won't ever change

My brother gone, no living life, it ain't never be the same

And all you got to say is, oh, it's gon' get better

And all you got to say is it can't rain forever

But it's been raining all my life

But I know this shit ain't life, I hope this shit can't be

'Cause I've been trying my best in life

And I know I ain't doing right, but God keep hurting me

Too many missed calls while I'm sleep, I know it's something wrong

But I ain't never expect to get that phone call that my brother gone

Wish I can talk to him one time, but Heaven ain't got a phone

God, I know we don't talk everyday, but You do me wrong

Everybody say that time heal, but how I'm supposed to feel?

I'm tired of waking up to them phone calls, somebody killed

I'm tired of acting like I'm happy, I'm hurting for real

And my scars not even healing, they just staying still

So damn, this what it is

It's only one chance to live

You die, you can't try again

So you telling me it's done

It's only one chance for love

It's only one chance for us

I been hurt so much, I'm used to being let down

I'm used to nothing ever being forever

I'm used to nothing stick around

So I don't give a fuck who around

Ain't been actually happy in while

I need somebody who gon' care, but that shit so hard to be found

Damn, I know this shit ain't right

'Cause I've been trying my best in life

God, you keep on hurting me, the fuck I do to You?

I even pray to You all night, but what that even do?

This life shit hard, but I keep my head up fasho

They say they there, but lately, I been all alone

Can't trust nobody, shit, I barely trust a soul

How I'm supposed to love when I ain't never loved before?

Hey damn, that's really what it was

You snaked me, but it's still all love

Like damn, I thought it was us

Behind these smiles I'm holding pain

How the fuck I'm supposed to believe in God when He ain't never came?

My brother gone, no coming back, that shit won't ever change

My brother gone, no living life, it ain't never be the same

And all you got to say is, oh, it's gon' get better

And all you got to say is it can't rain forever

But it's been raining all my life