Lyrics
I got a cold poltageist, patrolling my mind, with a sole getting old to the roll of a dice, I got a portion of life, inside a porsilin spine, I got haunted organs, and a tormented mind, forced to denie, the truth that I see, so im caught in a lie, that’s a noose on a beam, that’s a lucrative dream, with the cousin of sleep, under the sheets, I count numbers and sheep, is it a dozen I see, or am I stuck in a dream, is it love I believe, or am I governed by greed, I duck and I weave, from lack of peace in my mind, im stuck in a dream, from lack of freedom in life, appeasing the sky, aint as easy as pie, 1 2 3, now its deep in my mind, when im wide awake i hide with a dialated mindstate, and wipe away my life, like I wipe away blind faith, try to stay right is like riding the tidal wave, cause I behave in a ways, like suicidal rage, I take survival blade fate for the final day, in the name of faith when the knife take my life away,
im stuck lord, between a rock and a hard place, crossing my arms and getting lost in the heart ache, escapeing a mask, fake as my aftershave, like a carbon copy stuck on a path of slate, its hard to explain, the shoes I live in, thinking tuff love would produced a thick skin, im intreged, I see only is skin deep, indeed I was duped by the two of the twin peaks, a thin dream, when the end is near, so I appear sincier in this sence of fear, it intence, this promotional stress, my chest exposed an unapproachable mess, like I said, im an emotional wreck, and over being sober heading over the edge, and im closer to death, so I know what it means, it means their to many scars for any soweing maching,
never composing my being, or soeing a seed, so theirs too many hearts that never know inner peace,
sitting back reflecting on the essences of my better days, ever learn a lesson on the day that I was lead astray, pen to page for the pain, never stayed for the gain, severed from a lover like no other in a tone of pain,
ur face can be blank but inside ur in a tone of pain,
but its not what I live for, exposed my heart and it became a jigsaw, a hard day, I keep failing god, and I cant get away, from the trail im on,
theirs no grace, strap under constraint, theirs no day, it seems nothing remains,
fate is hell, that keeps coming my way, I scream god have u got something to say, I hear nothing,
when I sell my sole, I play the role of myself, with a shell that cold, that keep holding me down, am I walking to hell, with a starving sole, that will turn my love, into a heart of coal, the birds eye, the way I see myself, on my knees, to be free when i plead for help, so where are u god, cause im need, all my greed has got me ina time to greive, i screams, like im looking for why, why do I feel that im trapped inside, no passion for life, cause theirs too many costs, theirs all gone, theirs been too many lost, i cross my heart with no hope in the dark, any open approach has been broken in half, And both of my palms, cant cope with the harm, my path exposed I cant cope with the past, so lost, no peace of mind, I cant even cope, I cant see inside, no home, so I go with the wind, I let go, and I slowly sink
Written by: Jimmy Loops
