Upon Awakening

The most vivid experiences. Light, shadow, color, texture. Feeling. People. Smiles, laughter, sentences, sentiments, texting. Pictures. Unlike anything I have ever lived. Unlike anyone they represent. Saying what has never been said or implied. Bliss, excitement.

Part of a loving community. In a safe world with stable conditions. Providing the supplies for a sublime, ultimate piece of work. A work of art. Clearly, you should not be in this setting. Why are you here? Clearly, neither of you have ever existed. I have an idea who you represent.

Clearly, I have never lived here. But I did live in that one element. And I know what this main place represents. Thinly veiled. Real. What happened first? I don't know. That may have happened first. Sentences. Witnessing. Admiration. Anticipation. Obviously, fun.

Where am I in these circumstances for you? How do I appear? I wonder when I'm me. I wonder when my hair is different. Tell me the words I use and how I deliver them. I shouldn't want to practice. I wish the message was more than "you don't need to practice."

Clearly, given the frequency, and in honesty, I suppose want to practice. I am now reminded of the denim, and the movement of my hands. I wonder when I'm represented by someone else. Though I don't think the differences matter. What do I wear? Better, how do I act? To what extent am I true to myself?

To what extent and how accurately do you create my authentic feelings and desires? I remember hopping over the tracks. Reading. Sending. Laughing. What do we laugh about? Do you perceive yourself, or is the focus on me? I am now reminded of the light rose cotton blend, and my elated disbelief.

The sky was so dark. I've seen this part of the building before. This feeling I have in my stomach now was the same as in the dream. What about your hands? How did you respond upon awakening?