When I See You Freestyle

Life a challenge I'm just trying to find balance

Fighting demons trying to break some old habits

My old ways sticking to me like magnets

Hard to be happy when I'm going through this madness

My last 2 relationships ended tragic

It was all a blur could barely remember what happened

I ain't get no closure

It was just over

Now I'm all alone and it's hard to stay sober

Thought fucking multiple bitches would make me feel better

I fucked multiple bitches dawg and I still miss her

Scratch that don't miss her I just miss the times

Cause that was the first time I ever had some real cheddar

I'm trying to live better

I'm trying to do right

Trying to settle down with a shorty create a new life

Got a new shorty I think she could be my wife

It's messed up she gotta suffer cause these hoes did me trife

I talked to God yesterday he said it's growing pains

He told me if I stick to her he'll show me thangs

She a little older than me so she show me thangs

I'ma little younger I be trying not to show my age

Like I'm on the road it's hard for me to hold this rage

It been with me all my life it's hard to let go of pain

I evolved 100 times and it still remain

I just hope you still love me if I never change

I just hope you still love me if I never change

When I see you

When I see you

I just hope you still love me if I never change

I ain't giving up I still pray for better days

Everyday

Trying to reach the spirit guides when I meditate

Be accountable or you'll never elevate

I'm far from a victim

Manipulated women

For my benefit but never abused or hit em

And that don't make me no better than the next ****

But at least I'm trying to get it correct ****

I ain't perfect

That's a tired excuse

I been using for a while think it's time to come new

Transformation is a process I'm seeing it through

I'ma be a different me the next time I see you

When I see you

When I see you