Critical Condition

I breathe in, I breathe out

I breathe in to serve a growing feeling

I'm feeling like living

It's all too much for me

I would rather disconnect my jaw

Become a mute to the world and speak no more

Close my eyes and just lay here on the floor

I don't want to feel like this anymore

Everything I feel's indescribable

Wish I knew how to heal and feel normal

But it's all normal to me, so what's normal

I don't want to feel like this anymore

Procrastination

Hangs over like a rope-made halo

My thoughts shadow down, so haunting

Denying me strength for me to recover

I would rather disconnect my jaw

Become a mute to the world and speak no more

Close my eyes and just lay here on the floor

I don't want to feel like this anymore

Everything I feel's indescribable

Wish I knew how to heal and feel normal

But it's all normal to me, so what's normal

I don't want to feel like this anymore

I don't want to feel like this anymore

I don't want to feel like this anymore

I don't want to feel like this anymore

I don't want to feel like this

I would rather disconnect my jaw

Become a mute to the world and speak no more

Close my eyes and just lay here on the floor

I don't want to feel like this anymore

Everything I feel's indescribable

Wish I knew how to heal and feel normal

But it's all normal to me, so fuck normal

I don't want to feel like this