Disappear (Remember When)

Remember when I didn't need you?

Well, I need you now

To hold my head up high, say, it's all better, child

Remember when?

Some days I feel like a saint, I'm so alive

Some days, I can't make any moves, it's like I have no spine

Can't do anything right

Now when midnight comes, I've run outta time to

Make some kind of difference

But I realize

I constantly overlook the impact I've made

Maybe I'm looking to change my own face

To make you proud, I wanna make you proud

When you're looking down on me

My mind's wide open like starry skies

I ask God questions and wonder why

The hell that you're not here?

I wanna disappear with you now

But I'm a selfish, broken heart, and how I've got this far

Copin' with the thought of holding you a minute longer in my arms

It's beyond me, I set you free

But I feel so guilty 'cause I take every sunrise for granted

Sometimes I forget your voice, I can't stand it

You're along from moving on

Brother, dub a free world

Take wing over the coast of a better day

I'm stuck in my dark days

But I can be stronger than you remember

We're comin' up on December

(But I'm not cold)

My mind's wide open like starry skies

I ask God questions and wonder why

The hell that you're not here?

I wanna disappear with you now

But I'm a selfish, broken heart

I wanna see what you see

I wanna be where you are

(I wasn't ready)

(And I wanna see you one more day)

(I never got to say goodbye)

My mind's wide open like starry skies

I ask God questions and wonder why

The hell that you're not here?

I wanna disappear with you now

Remember when I didn't need you?

Well, I need you now

To hold my head up high, say, it's all better, child

Remember when I was alone, and

Crying out? You will be missed

But I know that you're all better now

Remember when I didn't need you?

Well, I need you now

To hold my head up high, say, it's all better, child

Remember when I was alone, and (Remember)

Crying out? You will be missed

But I know that you're all better now

(Remember when I didn't need you?)

(Well, I need you now)

(To hold my head up high, say, it's all better, child)

(Remember when I was alone, and, remember)

(Crying out? You will be missed)

(But I know that you're all better now)

Remember when I didn't need you?

Well, I need you now

To hold my head up high, say, it's all better, child

Remember when I was alone, and (Remember)

Crying out? You will be missed

But I know that you're all better now