Woah! II

(Intro)

How have you been feeling lately?

Has the new medication been working?

Have there been any changes since the last time you saw me?

If there’s anything you need to tell me, tell me.

Noah?

(Verse)

Let me tell you bout my mental state

Self hatred is something that I can’t escape

Every day I wake up, my whole body aches

Cause I stay up real late, tryna numb this pain

But that’s a paradox, cause it gives me shakes

Throwing up, 3am, while the music plays

Write these feelings on a page, so they feel my pain

But nobody’s gonna care until I hit the grave

There's an angel on my shoulder telling my to try sobriety

A demon on the other telling me, kill myself quietly

There’s voices in my head I tell myself it’s just anxiety

My family telling me go see a doctor in psychiatry

Fuck a white coat with a clip board, pushing pills

You don’t even know what’s inside of me

I ain’t gonna sit through this therapy, so you can fake a smile,

Getting paid just to sit there telling lies to me

I'm an outcast from society

I fried my brain, probably

Walls come down, silently

Have schizophrenic tendencies

Man I can see entitles

Floating all around me

I’m my sleep choking me and

Crawling up on top of me

So whatcha gonna do about it?

Yeah you can make it go away, hah I fucking doubt it.

You’ll just write me down a script for a couple xannies

Try to slow down my thoughts till I’m walking around brainless like a fucking zombie

Think I over shared, so I best be on my way

Don't look at me that way, it’s okay, I’m not okay

Cause tomorrow I’ll wake up bullshit through another day

With my head down, cause nobody notices anyway

(Outro)

Well I think we’ve made a decent amount of progress today

I’ll uh, just write down a couple notes

And same time next week.