Sinking

So close to the water, so close to sinking

You been on your own lately too, so whatcha thinking?

Got a lot on my mind so it's hard to think what I'm thinking

Yeah, I guess we'll start with 'What's the reason?'

I got my own problems, dealing with this nagging ass shit

Fuck these nagging ass hoes, and this nagging ass bitch

She don't know she overpaid, and how she raised don't make it better

Tryna think that I could change her, now we storming through the weather

Feeling unappreciated, and just looking for a 'Thanks'

All she do is irk my nerves, look at me sideways, make complaints

And I know deep in her mind she got love but got hate

That's the reason we come back and get so close, then run away

On the other hand, I know you must forgive to get to heaven

But it's hard to love my daddy after leaving at eleven

Truth be told, I'm just not ready, that's why I ain't get my blessings

And I truly understand, so God, I hope you get this message

Only looking for peace

Crying myself to sleep

How a **** so shallow but the water get so deep?

Could remember 2016, it was only at my feet

Fast forward to now, and it done gotten past my knees

So close to the water, so close to sinking

You been on your own lately too, so whatcha thinking?

Got a lot on my mind so it's hard to think what I'm thinking

Yeah, I guess we'll start with 'What's the reason?'

I got my own problems, dealing with this nagging ass shit

Fuck these nagging ass hoes, and this nagging ass bitch

She don't know she overpaid, and how she raised don't make it better

Tryna think that I could change her, now we storming through the weather