Rude Awakening

Mascara's running and I'm high Why did you all leave me behind? I guess I shouldn't have come out tonight Another round of numbing the pain Loneliness is my baby I'm just a ghost to you and everybody, everybody else Nothing, I wanna feel nothing Everybody say I'm too much, too much for nothing I wanna be nothing Everybody say I'm too much, too much for them My head is pounding, wanna die All you did was let out a sigh I guess I shouldn't have called you tonight I hate to say I'm used to it Loneliness is my baby I'm still a ghost to you and everybody, everybody else Nothing, I wanna feel nothing Everybody say I'm too much, too much for nothing I wanna be nothing Everybody say I'm too much, too much for them Too far, too far Too far, you're out of my reach Is it wrong, is it wrong Is it wrong, is it wrong That I wanted you to stay?