Stuck in the Clouds

My roommate's been super duper nice

Complemented me thrice, that's three times, not twice

Shoes been tied since freshman year

On days like this I wish the end were near

Nevermind that now

In europe we said chao

To find our way through the maze

To escape the haze that turns these days to a flaming blaze

Yeah.

It's hard to take it all and swallow

Like a pill it's not so hallow-

That's my heart.

Filled up with chemicals that rearrange your brain

But everyone's telling me, don't pull the trigger and press restart

Worried I can't hold up to finish what I start

Will I just waste it all? Go ahead and choke

Got no place to run and no place to hide

What the fuck is this so-called husky pride

Miss the ones who were just getting close

Railings froze

Now my hand stuck to the rusted fence post

Wow such grey clouds of incense rose

I guess I might as well be a ghost

Shadow ball these fuckers in a time of woes

The wrath of the god as hades goes

Livin and killin it's not worth the shillings

I do it again and I just reminisce

Living my life like I wouldn't be missed

Do I give a fuck? Nah cuz it don't make no sense

At least I don't increase my worth to expense

I know it's a lot but I'm just getting tense

With all of my strength did memories return; and, thence

Nor pain nor pity from my grave he raised

Not a ghost no more, now I'm just praised

Rest in peace they said, but nevermind that I'm out of bed

Rest in yo head

Gotta new game plan, let's play, go figure

I gotta new future and it's getting quite bigger

You can see it now, it's gonna be loud, you could say im just stuck in the clouds

"Learned alot while I was stuck in the ground…almost like I was dead"

It's late at night

Kinda wanna go fly a kite

Can't sleep or wait for the light

Just stressed out till we unite

"Don't forget that you're just white"

Can never be the best

Can never be the one

Can never be the brother who runs

Can never be the motherfucker till there's none

Well guess what motherfucker, the end's just begun

We climb we rise

Mountain aint shit till we feeling high

Got no place to go, every goddamn time

Loosing space in mind

Replacing dimes

Feeling really fine

Heaven knows you ain't blind

Nevermind kind

Feeling high above the country skyline

Opportunity comes once in a lifetime

Popping porta potties

Can't even catch no bodies, at after-parties, possessing players and the hotties

At least I'm better off by myself

Look at me, I made all this bread on the shelf

With all the sacks of blues piling till I'm 82

Even though I got the money, they gonna call me honey

Can't get away to find

No reason to ever be kind

Push the gas and just live through the grind