Bottle Things Up

Let's go

To the place that we all feel enough

I know I've not been fair

To the people and friends that I love

I wish I had been

Lately my only release

Is to state that I really fucking hate me

I can't seem to break free

It's lonely

There's a space 'cause I always felt so lonely

I guess the reason that I'm still holding out

Are the things that you said as we left

So can we wait another night with your head still

Asleep to the beat of my chest

Will I be waiting for the rest of my whole life?

The rest of my life?

So for a long time

Days blend into dark nights

I just lay here

Whilst you tear me apart

And it's my life

It just feels like the start of the end

I got this feeling like a dream last night

There were candles by the bed

The whole room had set alight

I know far away from reality

I feel safe, content, had some clarity

Could I be sleeping still?

Is this the best that life can get?

Has this been dealt to me?

Or is this all inside my head?

So for a long time

Days blend into dark nights

I just lay here

Whilst you tear me apart

And it's my life

It just feels like the start of the end

So for a long time

Days blend into dark nights

I just lay here

Whilst you tear me apart

And it's my life

It just feels like the start of the end

When it feels like

Everything you

Wanted is passing

I know it seems like

It could be the

Start of the end

When it feels like

Everything you

Wanted is passing

I know it seems like

It could be the

Start of the end

When it feels like

Everything you

Wanted is passing

I know it seems like

It could be the