Losing My Mind

How many times will I ever be compared

I don't wanna be like anybody especially those who act they care

And y'all talking shit about me but you only sit and stare

I don't even know you, you don't know me, y'all are not aware

So don't go tryna act like we're homies, you don't know me

Got no time for fakes and phonies

And the ones who only phone me when they needed something

But where were y'all when I'm feeling lonely

I was second options while I had y'all as my only, damn

Everybody speaking to their friends when they are dead inside

I get told "it ain't that deep" when feelings are amplified

They're the ones who question if I really am sad, am I

Questioning myself every night

As you can see I'm fine

I'm sick of giving energy, ending up no one matching mine

Giving everybody love, but damn it, they done killed my vibe

Was looking forward to the future, but never watched my behind

I wish I could've said you changed, but I guess I was way too blind

Falling in the deep right on my blind side

When I couldn't see and I don't think twice

I hear the violins

I'm one blow from losing my mind

I know what I need but I can't escape

I feel it in my chest when it's getting late

I hear the violins

I'm one blow from losing my mind

Closest friends that hurts you hurts the most, I don't forget it

Sick of giving second chances, making me begin to regret it

Laughing when I feel upset to hide the fact I really felt it

Yeah, there's a time and a place, but sometimes your jokes seem like you really meant it

Trust is something hard to earn, yet fragile like some glass

You break it, I will never see you as I've always have

Sometimes it's my fault, my bad, I ignored all the red flags

Now attention coming from myself ain't something that is up for grabs

Don't go running back to me and wonder why I did not stay

The answer is simple, because I basically got tired of your games

I don't wanna play, I don't need the pain and the lies you told straight to my face

I got way too comfortable and began to be myself, but now I gotta change

You won't even miss me, you miss my attention

Notice how nothing relieved all the tention

So many things that I wanna say, but I never mention, got too expensive

You ain't a teacher, but taught me a lesson

People give hell when they promise you heaven

Thought I'd be fine, but I'm second guessing

I'm losing my mind every second

Falling in the deep right on my blind side

When I couldn't see and I don't think twice

I hear the violins

I'm one blow from losing my mind

I know what I need but I can't escape

I feel it in my chest when it's getting late

I hear the violins

I'm one blow from losing my mind