If You Told Me

If you told me I would die tomorrow

I'd tell you it's okay

All this loneliness and sorrow that's in my heart

Might wash away

If you told me I won't last the morning

I'd look up at the stars

And hope that leaving here just might be

The only thing that could heal these scars

Ain't see it coming I'm winning but I been losing friends

There's always something that's ending when you begin again

What I'm becoming I'm terrified what I'm bringing with

I really love it but grieving the life I used to live

Maybe I been grinding too hard

I been moving up but I left my heart behind

And maybe I done climbed too far

To pick it up again

If you told me I would die tomorrow

I'd tell you it's okay

All this loneliness and sorrow that's in my heart

Might wash away

If you told me I won't last the morning

I'd look up at the stars

And hope that leaving here just might be

The only thing that could heal these scars

They always tell me no time for love when you're doing great

When I'm feeling down put a smile up when I show my face

How could I tell them when I never got an empty plate

They say I'm thriving but they never see I'm being fake

Another day and I'ma make another sad song

A hundred ways to lie when I got a mask on

And being happy never lasts long

So

If you told me I would die tomorrow

I'd tell you it's okay

All this loneliness and sorrow that's in my heart

Might wash away

If you told me I won't last the morning

I'd look up at the stars

And hope that leaving here just might be

The only thing that could heal these scars