I Hate Myself

How can I still stay when I hate myself?

How can I still stay when I hate myself?

I still break

With time I will take myself

Due to pain I felt

Still the rain pours down

And it's cold in hell still

Will we melt?

How can I still stay when I hate myself?

I've grown to hate what time is

I've grown to love the silence

I hate the bags on my eyelids

I love to mask all the violence

Another night on this planet's

Another night I might vanish

Everytime I go manic

I start to freak out and panic

Now I don't know where to go or what to do

Still in our throws you would make me feel comfortable

Losing my hope, lose control and I'm losing you

Loosen the rope at my throat like you used to do

Or tighten it at least

Our commitment means everything to me

Bottle everything inside

Lay to waste every bit of time

Can't escape every simple lie I tell

Can't replace all the time I killed

Maybe it's time that I kill myself

Maybe it's time that I kill my-

Myself

I don't wanna be here any longer

I hate who I am

How can I still stay when I hate myself?

I still break

With time I will take myself