I Love You Still

I used to pray for days like this, now that I got it don’t know how to feel

Everyone’s tellin me they love me, don’t know if it’s real

I try to keep it all inside and keep it so concealed

But there’s some times I let it slip that I don’t wanna live

You always made it clear that you don’t really need me

You say you love me but you never wanna see me

I swear it ain’t really surprising that you’re leaving

Even after saying love isn’t easy

I guess you got what you wanted and left

I haven’t spent a day alone in my bed

Because I think of you instead

Instead of gettin some fuckin rest

You’ve said I should change, then maybe you’d stay

You said you need space so, guess I’m in your way

You said “This is hard for me”

Do you even understand

That you left with a part of me

And this was never really part of the plan?

I love you still

I love you still

I love you still

I love you

I used to pray for days like this, now that I got it don’t know how to feel

Everyone’s tellin me they love me, don’t know if it’s real

I try to keep it all inside and keep it so concealed

But there’s some times I let it slip that I don’t wanna live

You always made it clear that you don’t really need me

You say you love me but you never wanna see me

That’s why it ain’t really surprising that you’re leaving

Even after saying love isn’t easy

I love you still

I love you still

I love you still

I love you still