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Dear Matthew
album cover
Dear Matthew was released on July 5, 2024 by 2609249 Records DK as a part of the album Dear Matthew
July 5, 2024
Label2609249 Records DK
LanguageEnglish
BPM66
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Music Video

Music Video

Lyrics

It's so hard
For me to look at your face
As beautiful as you may be
All it does is remind me
Of all the things
I hate about myself
And I know it ain't your fault
But I've been hurting for so long
Cos you're so perfect
An Adonis
All the boys they look in awe
While I feel invisible
Cos boys like me
We ain't got a shot with them cover boys like you
And the closest I could ever get would be
From across the room
So let me build you up to tear you down
One day you're a god, the next a clown
I'm spiralling and can't turn it around
So let me build you up to tear you down
I ask myself
Would life be easier
If I were fairer skinned and tall?
Would I be happy at all?
I had no say
In this hand I was dealt
But I face it every day
Chasing highs in hopes of change
Cos boys like you don't notice a lot
When it comes to boys like me
And it's hard to not make everything about
Trying to be seen
So let me build you up to tear you down
One day you're a god, the next a clown
I'm spiralling and can't turn it around
So let me build you up to tear you down
Everybody loves you
Everybody loves you
Everybody loves you
Everybody loves you
I'm sorry I objectified you
Sorry that I idolised you
Sorry, it's so hard to love myself
When all I do is try to be
The man that everybody sees
But no one ever hears me call for help
So let me build you up to tear you down
One day you're a god, the next a clown
I'm starving but I can't turn it around
So let me build you up to tear you down
Written by: Joseph Copplestone, Tin Nguyen

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