Never Give Up (feat. Jasmin Maya)

Never give up 

Never give up 

I’m all on my own

I can not forget the life that I chose

Never give up 

Never give up 

I hate all you **** 

I do not regret the reasons I left 

Never give up 

Never give up 

I ponder the words my eyes

Trynna forget what I see when I blink

My heart killing me making me think

Is my happiness real laying up here alone 

I know I’m suppose to be home 

But home isn’t safe after all

I’d rather be gone

Ay look

I get up and brush off my filth

I know that my life is a mess 

I know that it comes with the guilt

Too broke I smell smoke I tip toe to the woes

Chinn up at the sky

I act like I don’t know my enemy 

Or maybe it’s me and my destiny

Or maybe its me and my ego 

I question my life

Do I want to be viewed as the kid with the thoughts of a hero

Been high I’ve been low I’ve felt pain on my own 

With no peace in my heart 

It’s time for me to go home again 

Is it me or you stuck up

In your heart where it lays tuck

He don’t know where he goes

Is it me or you stuck up 

I found him down down the road

In your heart where it lays tuck 

Look

Never give up 

Never give up 

My **** my **** you never give up 

Never give up 

Never give up

Never give up

My homie my shorty you never give up yeah

Never give up 

Never give up 

Never give up 

My **** my ****

You never give up 

Look

Ask me those questions 

You’ll know I’ll regret where I go 

You’ll know I’ll repeat and collapse 

I want to go back at the top of the mount where my ego is clapped

But **** I’m here

Ay

Ay

Ay

My name is Jarod the Sixth boy 

Never forget 

Yeah

Heading on the way gotta go with it

All of my **** know that I row with it

You can say it me and I’ll go with it

Really on the way on the way

Look

I realize that running away was the deadliest thing that I did to myself 

I’d rather cry on my own 

I’d rather die on my own 

Self denial ain’t good 

Making my heart go ballistic 

Escaping the conflict and problems my guilt would be staring at me for a visit 

Or the issue is 

I’ll get shunned on arrival 

I’ve felt this in the past 

Scared to death it won’t last

Being judged and the fear to be shunned 

Was the reason for hiding so long 

Staying silent than solving my wrongs 

Facing facts I avoided so long 

I wanna have peace with myself 

I’m tired of feeling the pain and heartache of facing it all by myself 

I’ll pass out with no help 

With all the pain that I’ve felt 

With all the friends that I’ve dealt 

I swear to god that I’ve felt 

All the pain that I’ve held 

Spreading lies that I’m well 

Sinking deeper in loneliness 

Feeling misunderstood 

That I forget to foretell 

It’s bs that I feel 

Venting my feelings out loud to myself 

You can not be clear without honesty 

Most truly and honestly