Spaceship

The walls are white

First time I stayed the night

I thought that in the silence

This could be an asylum

You live in a spaceship

I thought I could get used to it

To feeling shit

I'll go to tell you that I love you

When I know you won't say it back

What's the use in that?

Some deluded part of me just thinks you're lying

So I keep trying

Every time we have sex

I do an STI test

Blood from my finger

On the sink

And in the mirror

The first time that I used your loo

I thought I could get used to you

And what you do

I'll go to tell you that I love you

When I know you won't say it back

What's the use in that?

Some deluded part of me just thinks you're lying

So I keep trying

You unpick me til you make a hole

Like a secret I keep you close

You unpick me til you make a hole

And I act like I don't know

You unpick me til you make a hole

Like a secret I kept you close

You unpick me til you made a hole

And I act like I don't know

I'll go to tell you that I love you

When I know you won't say it back

What's the use in that?

Some deluded part of me just thinks you're lying

So I keep trying