RAIN ON ME

I was diagnosed with minor depression

I'm gonna cry

I don't really see a way out of this depression

I just like can't fathom a day where I don't feel like this

And a day where like I can create enthusiastically

It's really sunny out

And I don't want to leave the house, even though I should

I don't want to do anything

Ohhhhhh,ohhhhhh

Take away the rain(take away the rain)

Take away the pain(take away the pain)

Can't seem to get away(can't seem to get away)

Needing a escape

Uhh,yea

It's hard to cope when you alone

Gun in the mouth and then it explodes

These thoughts they run through my mind

I'm trapped in a cage, ain't nowhere to go

Been trying to find some answers

But can't nobody explain

When you surrounded by your peers

But nobody feel the same

These pills ain't working, I know for certain

And every time I come back to them, I'm more hurting

Looking for some brighter days, but it's closed curtains

Looking in the mirror like, is life worthless?

Yeah,but that shit too much, can't even leave the crib no more

They tell me I'll be fine, but can't heal these sores

Like a coaster at the top, I'm just waiting for the fall

On my knees every night, just praying to God

But this rain keep falling on me

It keep falling on me

This rain keep falling on me

I don't know how I'm get some sleep

But this pain keep haunting me(this pain)

It follow me

The shit follow me where i be

I don't know how im get to sleep

Yeah, done looking for change, done looking for hope

I'm going insane, just hand me the rope

Back on the wall, end feeling so close

I'ma be gone, you talk to my ghost

Won't come out when I'm feeling alone

No need for the crying, stop calling my phone

Where was yo ass when I need you the most

Now it's too late and you wish I was home

Feeling like life done took me for granted

You said I was special, I couldn't understand it

Now it's too late, I had too much damage

Feet in the air off the bridge ain't no landing

Maybe they'll love me more when I'm just gone

Wanna just cry, wanna run to my mama

But tears on my face, don't leave her alarmed

Rather just sit in my room while it storm

Yeah(ohhhhh)

Lay hold of it(you lay hold of it)

And when that thing tells you to quit

you look at it in its eye and say

I ain't going nowhere

I will break you before you break me

You will not defeat me

You will not destroy me

Some of you are so ignorant

You've been through so much hell

You gonna quit now

You should've quit ten years ago