Can't let myself fall into old habits again

I feel the walls start closing in

Did you make it through?

Or did that void consume you?

Did you fight?

Kicking and screaming?

Did you beg?

A permanent void suffocates your thoughts

It leaves your soul to fucking rot

I wonder how it all got so fucked

You could never fill that hole inside your heart

How did it feel to tie the rope?

How did it feel to be swallowed by the tide?

The walls close in around you

Whole world starts caving in

No escape from the war inside your head

I know you had your reasons

And I'll see you on the other side

Never been good with goodbyes

This world was never meant for us

We dreamt of death our entire lives