A Failure On Every Level

I'm wanting a win

Losing my special, not wanting to live

In chaos, I nestle, I take, never give

A blasphemous vessel, a loser

Abuser, a friendship confuser, I bend till it breaks

Pushing the limits, the real, and the fake

Counting the minutes till our ship is faded

Unsatiated, life can't be different for uninitiated

Feel the most hated, I've become so jaded

Let liars lie until my head was bleeding

Black vultures waited, display day 80

Serpentine merges where I was just faded

Oh, I'll crush it like it's soda pop

Now I'm with these doozies, going super like I'm Vogelbaum

Staying with the speed, want a picture, got a Photoshop

I just wanna smoke, fuck off, this ain't a photo op, what?

I'm just being honest, been a real long life

Widow-maker bullets, but I choose to carry knives

I like it personal, watching the soul leave eyes

Gives life to me, baby, uh

I didn't plan for the blow up

Stranger in the city, but they show up

Dark-hearted glow up, no, I give no fuck

Play me and say what's needed, I'm doughed up

Domino fall down

Fuckin' 'em in their ball gown

Always invited out now, never attending

RP cosplay, only time pretending

I had some very good friends that helped me say that I do have a purpose

But even still, with family and friends helping me, there's days where it's like-

As I walk the mirror's edge, staring into black, it grabs

Attacks everything that I lack, it is, yeah, yes

Consuming each and every thread, I am dead in every threat

With tear, I am the villain in my own story

As I walk the mirror's edge, staring into black, it grabs

Attacks everything that I lack, it is, yeah, yes

I am the villain in my own story