Not At This Party

Deep breath, big smile

It's been a while

Since I've been in a crowd like this

Stay off the wall

Don't think, just talk

Pray no one says the name I miss

I'm drunk here in the bathroom light

I'm checking my phone just one more time

'Case you hit me with an un-goodbye

I'll fix myself up in the mirror

And walk out with this shitty beer

Even though they see me here

I'm not at this party

I'm back in your backseat

You're pulling it over

You just had to have me

I can't hear this music

'Cause I'm hearing you yell

You're so in love with me but right now you need to work on yourself, mmm

And they think I moved on with my life

That I'm having a good night

Out here on this dance floor

Just like everybody

But nobody here knows

Just how bad you got me

I'm not at this party

I'm good (I'm good)

I'm great (I'm great)

Don't say (don't say)

Your name (your name)

Just talk about the weather instead (la, la, la)

You'll say (you'll say)

Don't leave (don't leave)

So they (so they)

Can't see (can't see)

What's steaming up the glass in my head

I'm not at this party

I'm back in your backseat

You're pulling it over

You just had to have me

I can't hear this music

'Cause I'm hearing you yell

You're so in love with me but right now you need to work on yourself

And they think I moved on with my life

That I'm having a good night

Out here on this dance floor

Just like everybody

But nobody here knows

Just how bad you got me

I'm not at this party

I'm drunk here in the bathroom light

I'm checking my phone just one more time

'Case you hit me with an un-goodbye

(And I know you won't but)

I'll fix myself up in the mirror

And I'll walk out with this shitty beer

Even though they see me here

I'm not at this party

I'm back in your backseat

You're pulling it over

You just had to have me

I can't hear this music

'Cause I'm hearing you yell

You're so in love with me but right now you need to work on yourself

And they think I moved on with my life

That I'm having a good night

Out here on this dance floor

Just like everybody

But nobody here knows

Just how bad you got me

I'm not at this party

I'm not at this party