going under

Baptize me in your bedroom

Paint me lavender and bare

Making art out of my body

Every time you take me there

I see the worst of me inside you

I wanna hold it in my hands

I hate the way that I'm just like you

You're the only one who understands

And i know

We won't be together

But I can't picture us apart

Think it'll stay this way forever

I think it's just the way we are

I used to wonder if you'd kill me

Have I told you that before

I want you to know the real me

We're not those kids anymore

I wanna write a different story

We've been doing this too long

But you said you could never love me

And i still wanna prove you wrong

And I know

I'll never be your lover

But you crash over me

Like a wave

And i feel myself going under

Too fast, too far now

To be saved

And I know

We shouldn't be speaking

But in me there's a flickering light

And when we touch

I feel it burning

So warm, so wrong

That this feels right