Ego Death

Forgive for the times I should of left you but I stayed

Forgive me for the time that I cheated and you remained

When I think of how I acted can’t help it but feel ashamed

Now I’m airing dirty laundry and trying clean up my name

I was staying out late barely take you on dates

I was taking you for granted but would act like it’s great

Falling victim talk to women I feel like a disgrace

Now I’m staring karma dead in the face

You keep wasting peoples time breaking hearts there’s a price you gone pay

I got receipts but there’s a time and a place

And as of late

I been tryna clean out my closet for times I was out of pocket

Things we held as a dream turn to topics of gossip

Probably hurt you in some ways that I had never meant to

Keep it real I probably stayed cuz it was beneficial

Apologizing for the things that I had held against you

I said you fake but can’t lie I would pretend to

It’s getting harder to breathe

Felt like it was easy to stay but harder to leave

Romance is always a chance I kept my heart on my sleeve

My ego died I need a moment to greive

Broken-hearted broken down but I’m unbreakable

Pain is growth embrace the inescapable

You keep it real I keep it real and I relate to you

Starting to feel like I was never really made for you