Volatile Emotions

I find myself to be

A complicated man without pain

I don't know when I lost this fight

I only feel alive

When I can cut a smile in someone's face

This is when I truly feel alright

How can I feel lonely

When I want to be alone

With my uninvited feelings

In a world of my own

How can I be humble

When I always feel so proud

Have I lost my faith in what

Life is all about

Since I was a child

My goal has been to rescue the weak

Sharing strength is all one can do

But I forgot myself

And now I don't feel strong anymore

I need to find myself and a new point of view

How can I feel lonely

When I want to be alone

With my uninvited feelings

In a world of my own

How can I be humble

When I always feel so proud

Have I lost my faith in what

Life is all about

I hope these are volatile emotions

In a world where pure intentions seem to fail

But in the end I'll find a way to get through

I now need to 'cause my soul is for sale