You'll Find Me There, Where Your Heart Grows Darkest

For what it's worth, I'll toe the line just one last time

I'm already a ghost to those I've lost along the line

I've seen beyond the veil that cloaks the other side

And, oh how I yearn to be free of my own mind

From the ever-growing fog I've ran from my whole life

I have felt my soul withdraw, as I lost my will to fight

Oh, I want to die

Reduced to bones, in mortem

Oh, I want to die

Yet, who will write these words if I don't survive?

Never could I turn an eye, as you crept into my home

I may have lost the will to be, but the sanctity of our fates aren't our own

If there was a purpose, outlined in shimmering ink, across the page -

May I find peace with whatever was written there for me

My fears, yet vindicated. Am I complacent?

Or am I abandoned by a God? Or a bearer of curses?

For all of my anguish, I'm begging for answers

I was torn from my blanket of innocence

And here wallows the life that I defend, for uncertain reasons

I am tired of pleading

You'll find me there, where your heart grows darkest

You'll find me there, where your heart grows darkest