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gray
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Singer/Songwriter
gray was released on May 23, 2025 by Layla Weathers as a part of the album thoughts
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Release DateMay 23, 2025
LabelLayla Weathers
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM84

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Layla Weathers
Layla Weathers
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
lawrence vavra
lawrence vavra
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Layla Weathers
Layla Weathers
Producer

Lyrics

I left your apartment at half past two
The streetlights blurred in the morning dew
You texted "miss you already" before I reached my car
I didn't know what to say, so I just sent a heart
And it's not that I don't care
It's just that I don't feel everything I should
'Cause loving you is gray
Not the crushing black of heartbreak
Not the blinding white of certainty
Just this hazy in-between
Where I can't tell if I'm drowning or breathing
This middle gray you leave me in
My roommate asks if we're getting serious
I just shrug and change the subject
'Cause how do I explain that when you hold me
I feel safe but not excited
Comfortable but somehow not quite right
Sometimes I stay up wondering
If I'm settling or growing
If this quiet kind of love
Is all that I deserve
Or maybe this is what adults mean
When they say that love's not like the movies
And it's not that I don't care
It's just that I don't feel everything I should
'Cause loving you is gray
Not the crushing black of heartbreak
Not the blinding white of certainty
Just this hazy in-between
Where I can't tell if I'm drowning or breathing
This middle gray you leave me in
So I'll sit here in this gray
Not happy, not sad, just okay
And maybe that's enough today
Written by: lawrence vavra
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